Nathan Macahan
He/Him
33 years old
Typical
79 kg
Personality
Nate appears mostly calm and observant. He can be somewhat blunt, often focusing on whatever task he has at hand. Wether it be as a librarian, guard or cooking. It takes him a moment to be able to relax, and he's often on edge if he's disturbed in his duties.
He can be a bit hard to get to talk about himself. Rather choosing to deflect and engage in easier to process conversations about just about anything else. He's not averse to talking, just prefers not to go into personal stuff. He has a dry sense of humor and his jokes are often sarcastic quips.
He's pragmatic, keeps a lid on his feelings, but given enough time he can become a loyal friend, or at the least a begrudging ally to people he finds sensible. It does take a while for him to warm up to people, as he doesn't want to have to go through getting to know people, only to lose them again shortly after.
When it comes to violence, he's no stranger to it. But he also doesn't much enjoy it. As a former militiaman and caravan guard, he's seen violence more than a few times. and fears he's becoming numb to it. Even if it so far has been treated as a sometimes necessary evil by him. Still, he wants a change in his occupation. Before he sees violence as the easy solution rather than the last.
Appearance
About 6'1, Caucasian, blue eyes, about 180 pounds. Dark auburn hair. He has a lean body marred with scars from fighting and working in harsh conditions. His frame has some muscle to it, but the years after the fall of civilization have slimmed him out. Hair and beard kept short for easy maintenance.
Background
Nate was born in Detroit in 1978, a working class 'family' consisting of his mother and deadbeat father. Orphaned at age 10, mother falling ill and passing away shortly after, and with an absentee father doing jail-time. He fell into the system, Bouncing between foster families who didn't quite know how to handle a child who was equally ready to withdraw into his own shell, as he was to lash out against the world that, in his eyes, hurt and betrayed him. Fights were not uncommon, nor was vandalism or shoplifting.
Stll, through luck or perhaps, he found a good family that took him in. The Ortegas were getting up in the years. A Teacher and a librarian couple who's last child had just moved out of the house. This made his mid and late teens comparably pleasant in comparison to the early ones. They slowly began to show him that he could do more than just be a menace, that he had more to offer. With his new caretaker's guidance and cautiously placed expectations, he began to find joy in learning new things, in reading books and giving people a new chance. He helped the Ortega's in community outreach programs. Learning Spanish through his new family and school. He adored books, and applied any success he's had in life to their, and his caretakers influence.
Still somewhat socially awkward, he nonetheless gained a small group of friends, and a modest goal for the start of his adult life, to become a librarian. He'd seen the effect books had on his own life, and wanted to pass that on to others as well. The structure of the profession was something he found soothing as well, the restlessness of his earlier years didn’t vanish, but it became more manageable.
He'd start working in his foster fathers library through summers and sometimes on weekends, and thrived when he could lose himself in the quiet order of a library. His grades became better and he turned into a young man of focus and determination.
Then came the daisies. Just a month or two after he started a trainee position at the local library.
The years that followed were chaotic, to say the least. He was fit and able-bodied, so he was drafted into a local militia led by former military personnel. Soon he had experience killing plants and raiders alike. The anger and resentment from his younger years, coupled with the will to learn and excel made him an efficient combatant, even if he didn't find much enjoyment in it. He excelled as a scout and marksman and as such. He became a lookout and occasional scavenger for his community, a settlement trying to remain independent, while still trading with the coalition.
Still, the winds of fate weren't kind, and after a shift in the weather, the plants and pollen grew closer and closer to his QZ. When the inevitable happened, and the haven fell, Nathan was among the people who guarded the evacuation and so they began an exodus south towards Coalition safety. The Ortegas both faded away during these times, one to a heart attack. The other took their own life before the root infection could do it for them.
The years that followed Nate drifted as a caravan guard, scavenger and a hired gun. occasionally settling down but never permanently, as he never found anywhere he felt at home. Then, during a particularly harsh winter where he had to fend a little too hard, a little too long. He decided he'd had enough. It was time to find a home, and perhaps a time for him to return to the things that made his
And that's where the story picks up, as he's looking for either a library he can work in, or a good spot to open one of his own. Just having arrived with the caravan, deciding if it might not be somewhere around here that he’ll settle down. At least for a while.